Cerpen – menuju pantai
Menuju Pantai
Bus pariwisata yang kunaiki, melesat kencang menerobos sunyi jalan itu yang diapit bukit-bukit dan pepohonan, sesekali aku merasa di balik kaca bus itu terdapat bingkai-bingkai inspirasi dari saat yang bahagia atau pahit sekalipun, ketika melewati perkotaan kulihat lalu lalang ramainya kendaraan bersama orang-orang yang sibuk sendiri.
Aku duduk di samping Dita, temanku. meskipun dia wanita dia tak risih duduk denganku, kami sudah seperti kakak-adik, aku tak pernah menaruh perasaan terhadapnya, begitu juga sebaliknya. Hati kami sudah terisi oleh seseorang meskipun dengan cerita yang amat jauh bedanya.
Dita sudah memiliki pacar yang amat loyal padanya, Bambang namanya. Seorang mahasiswa fakultas ekonomi tingkat akhir, yang juga merupakan temanku. Dita amat menyanjung pacarnya itu, kami kadang suka berolok-olok, hingga membuatnya keki. Sedangkan aku saat ini masih sendiri, aku masih menanti Rean, teman sekelasku, wanita yang kini duduk tepat di samping tempat duduk kami, bersama Borris ,pacarnya yang baru saja jadian menjelang kelulusan dan piknik ini . Dan aku sendiri, masih sanggup menahan seyum getir sambil kembali tercabik, perih sekali. Yes! This is real. Ini realita, dan aku kalah.
Di bus itu aku kembali “dipaksa” menyaksikan kepedihan. Pagi-pagi benar aku berangkat ke tempat dimana bus-bus pariwisata yang dipesan sekolah itu menunggu, tepat bus-bus itu diparkir didepan stadion kecil. Ketika aku tiba disana, tampak teman-teman lain dari berbagai kelas sudah tumpah ruah disitu, di samping bus yang berderet panjang, tampak juga sebagian besar sudah menaiki busnya yang sudah dibagi-bagi per kelas.
Aku sedikit kebingungan mencari bus yang ditumpangi anak-anak kelasku, tapi syukurlah Dita melambai-lambai dari balik kaca bus , rambutnya yang dibiarkan terurai berwarna merah itu gampang kukenal. Akupun segera naik bus itu, didalam teman-teman lain sedang ribut-ribut,tertawa dan bersuka cita. Dita duduk dua kursi setelah sopir, aku segera duduk di sampingnya yang masih kosong.
“Sini, disini Dan, sudah saya sisakan kursi buat kamu…” katanya
“ oh, thanks Dit, …kamu baik deh..” kataku sambil menaruh ransel di bawah kursi.
“biasa aja deh…” jawab Dita sambil mencubit lenganku.
Lalu aku duduk disitu, kuperhatikan sekelilingku Rean belum tampak, anak-anak kelas ribut terus tak berhenti, suara gitar yang dibawa Dadang menambah semarak dan bising, lalu aku mencari lewat kaca bus, yang nampak hanya anak-anak lain dari bus-bus di belakang dan depan bus yang kutumpangi, waktu terus beralih, aku agak cemas jangan-jangan Rean tak bisa berangkat. Segera aku tanyakan pada sohib kentalnya si Yuni yang centil dan bawel itu.
“Yun, Rean …jadi ikut ngga?” tanyaku
“ya jadi lah….masa gak jadi sih!” jawabnya sambil bersungut-sungut.
“ tapi ko belum dateng sih?”lanjutku.
“ntar juga dateng, dia bareng Borris kesini…udah lah ,tenang ko elo repot sih” tambahnya sewot.
Mendengar itu semua ,aku kembali duduk di jok yang empuk itu. Menatap ke luar , sambil kulihat bayangan diriku sendiri, hingar bingar yang terasa sepi bagiku.
“hayoo…ngapain kamu ngelamun..kaya orang sableng aja” Dita mengagetkanku.
“eh , kamu! Ngga biasa aja, Abis dari mana Dit?” tanyaku pada Dita yang tadi sempet menghilang.
“tuh…” jawabnya sambil menunjuk keluar. Tampak Bambang disamping motornya,sambil menjepit rokok di lengannya ia melambaikan tangannya pada kami. Aku balas lambaiannya, Bambang seakan-akan mengirim pesan padaku “Jaga Dita”. Kami lalu duduk, kami membuka tas kami masing-masing , aku meraih Mp3 ku untuk mengusir jemu, sedangkan Dita mengeluarkan Chitato chips nya,membukanya lalu menyodorkannya padaku.
“Mau?” tawarnya sambil ia sendiri mencomot satu keping,dan melahapnya.
“Sip, mau dong…” jawabku cepat, segera kuambil satu dan kami menikmatinya.
Tak lama setelah itu Rean muncul dari balik pintu bus diikuti Borris,seorang pemuda ceking. Meskipun dia bisa dikatakan rivalku, tapi aku tak pernah memprovokasi Borris, aku malah menghormati laki-laki pilihan Rean itu, begitu pula keputusan Rean, meskipun tetap menunggu, menunggu jalan terbaik.
Rean dan aku saling beradu tatap sejenak,
“Hai , Dan…” sapanya datar.
“Hai..” sahutku senyumku kuusahakan biasa.
Borris melewatiku pelan diikuti Rean.
“Yang di belakang penuh , yang nyisa tinggal kursi ini…” katanya pada Rean.
“ya ga pa pa , asal nyaman aja…taro tas kamu gih…” jawab Rean, Borris lalu menaruh tas-tasnya di tempat simpan tas dan di bawah kursinya. Mereka pun duduk tepat di samping aku dan Dita. Pandanganku terus mencuri pandang pada Rean yang manis, dalam hati seakan-akan saat-saat itu akan jadi saat terakhir. Di Mp3 terdengar lagu “Lose Yourself – Eminem” meledak-ledak di kepalaku.
Setelah pengecekan ulang oleh Pak Hilman , tampaknya supir-supir bus itu sudah siap mengantar kami menuju tempat pesta perpisahan kami.Pantai pangandaran.
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Di bus anak-anak hilir mudik ada yang sekedar jalan-jalan di bus, cari-cari makanan kecil lalu membagikannya, saling melempar candaan, dan bernyanyi –nyanyi dengan gitar persis seperti pengamen yang biasa, masuk ke bus-bus umum. Aku cukup terhibur dan bisa tertawa terpingkal-pingkal bila anak-anak sudah pada ngobrol dan bercanda ngelantur. Oh iya, Dita adalah yang paling sering dimintai makanan kecil dan menawarkan pada rekan-rekan pasalnya ia paling banyak membawa makanan,hampir sekantung plastik besar, mirip yang habis belanja dari pasar.
Tapi Dita bukanlah tipe seorang pelit yang membagikan makanan aja pelit, dia dengan baik hati menawarkan pada kawan-kawan dan dengan sekejap langsung habis. Dan dia terlebih dahulu menyisakannya untuk dia sendiri dan menawarkan terlebih dahulu padaku.
Berlalulah kota Sumedang ,meninggalkan Wado yang daerahnya masih sepi, menuju ke Garut. Aku duduk di pinggir kaca bus yang menampakan pemandangan sawah-sawah, dimana padi sudah mulai menguning, tanda siap dipanen, kulihat jarang sekali orang yang tampak. Hanya bapak dan ibu yang sudah setengah tua yang mengenakan pakaian seadanya, tak ada hingar bingar dan orang-orang yang sibuk dengan perkakas perkotaannya.
Saat kumenoleh ke arah Rean, tampak ia dan Borris sedang bermersa-mesraan dengan hangat, tangan kiri Borris melingkar mendekap Rean, dan Rean dengan manja bersandar di dada Borris, aku hanya menoleh sesaat tapi memberikan efek begitu perih di hati.
Hatiku meraung-raung tak karuan, semua berkecamuk menggoncang perasaan. Aku diam seribu bahasa. Di sampingku Dita terlihat tertidur lelap. Aku serasa sendiri di dunia ini, dan anak-anak di belakang tertawa-tawa, berguyon.
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Mataku tak ingin terpejam, sampai rombongan bus berisirahat di daerah Tasik. Aku tak bisa terpejam , meski mataku kututup rapat-rapat. Lalu kunyalakan lagi Mp3 yang sempat kumatikan. Beberapa lagu hiphop meracau-racau,cukup menghibur. Anak-anak yang ada di belakang pada terlelap , keadaan seakan hening.
Pada saat itu, kumelirik lagi Borris dan Rean ,ternyata mereka tak terpejam seperti anak-anak lain. Dita juga, tapi ia sedang sibuk sms-an, mungkin dengan Bambang. Borris dan Rean tampak berbincang, mesra dan hangat. Tak lama Borris terlihat menatap dalam Rean , begitu juga sebaliknya. Tangan mereka saling terpaut. Wajah mereka semakin lama ,semakin dekat, dan…dan…mereka berciuman tepat di depan seorang patah hati ini. Borris tampak melumat bibir Rean yang padat berwarna merah muda, ditambah dengan rean yang memejamkan matanya dan terpagut nikmat. Aku tersadar dan memalingkan mukaku, ada semacam perasaan muak yang mendesir di hati ini, mataku agak berkaca-kaca, dalam hati aku terus berkata, aku kuat, aku kuat , hal semacam ini hanyalah hal remeh bagiku.
Tiba-tiba Dita mengagetkanku, “Hei , lagi ngapain ..nih? kirain kamu tidur, …BT di samping kita lagi ada orang pacaran..” Tanya Dita sambil menyindir.
“Udahlah biarin aja, mereka kan pacaran, wajar”
Kataku senormal mungkin.
“Hmm, …males nih!” Dita lalu menguap.
“Udah deh kamu tidur aja….”saranku padanya.
“Iya deh …ngantuk juga..” katanya ia lalu memejamkan matanya.
Aku bisa jalani ini semua, Idan. Kataku pada diriku sendiri. tak berapa lama mataku berat dan akhirnya tak kuasa menahan kantuk.
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“Woiy…bangun,bangun..nyampe-nyampe!!”Dita membangunkanku. Wajahnya samar,lalu terlihat jelas. Aku melirik ke kaca,dengan pandanganku yang masih berat. Terlihat debur-debur ombak, ya ini pantai. Di sisi lainnya lagi orang-orang sibuk menjajakan dagangan-dagangan khas tempat wisata.
“Ughh gak kerasa udah nyampe…!” kataku
“kamu tidur kaya kebo sih…pules banget, dan susah dibangunin….” Kelakar Dita.
Rombongan bis kami lalu terpisah-pisah sesuai penginapan yang akan dipakai menginap tiap kelasnya, lalu kami berhenti di sebuah penginapan yang sederhana, kami anak-anak berhamburan turun dari bis, setelah diberikan sedikit instruksi kami diperbolehkan masuk ke penginapan.
Aku naik ke lantai dua penginapan itu, salah satu kamar kupilih, Awalnya aku hanya bersama Uyan. Tapi karena tempat tidur nya masih sisa satu jadi nya kosong.
Tak lama kulihat Borris menenteng barang bawaannya ke atas, ia lalu menyapaku.
“eh, kosong nih kamar?” katanya
“Iya…emang kanapa?” jawabku
“aku ikut disini deh…dibawah penuh ..”tambahnya.
“Boleh…masuk aja…”kataku pada rivalku ini. Aku tak perlu menjadi kejam padanya.
Sore itu langsung saja, selepas ganti pakaian, anak-anak kelas kami segera menuju pantai yang tak jauh dari situ, di dekat situ tampak berbagai penginapan. Dan kios-kios pernak-pernik, pakaian maupun makanan. Hilir mudik orang-orang entah turis asing maupun lokal tumplek jadi satu.
Di pantai aku berjalan menyusuri pinggirannya, ombak-ombak menerpaku dan seperti mengajakku untuk kembali ke lautan lepas, perahu-perahu tampak modar-mandir, ada yang menepi ada juga yang bergeak menuju ke laut. Orang-orang menikmati cuaca sore yang hangat namun juga terasa sejuk .
Lalu aku duduk di pasir-pasir, menyaksikan matahari yang berada tepat di depanku , terlihat akan tenggelam, angin yang menerpa wajahku membuat aku terkenang Rean yang kini menjadi pacar Borris itu. Aku mengukir namanya di pasir, tapi terhapus oleh ombak-ombak. Andai aku bisa secepat ombak dalam menghapusnya, pasti aku tak kan selarut ini.
Deburan ombak terdengar di telinga bersama keriuhan teman-temanku yang asyik bermain-main,dan berfoto-foto. Aku memilih duduk menyaksikan mentari yang turun. Di hatiku kini ingin mencoba tenggelamkan segala rasa bagai matahari terbenam, dan terbit kembali cerah bagai matahari yang terbit. Matahari kini akan habis, lalu dari kejauhan Sesorang memanggil
“Dan…Idan..sini kita foto-foto…”Suara yang amat kukenal,Dita.
Aku menoleh “iyaa…tunggu…!” aku segera bangkit dan bergerak menuju kerumunan teman-temanku yang berebut bergaya di depan foto, aku berlari sambil berusaha melepaskan sebuah utopi-utopi
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