Things are getting worst, even those bring me down from time to time. It’s really quiet tough luck that I’ve been through. My dear..can you listen to me? I’m calling out your name…I’m whispering in your heart…can you feel me, my dear? I need you to see deep in your heart, how do I looked? The love is ended with all the pain lies in me. You had played the game so smooth, slided to the last inning and broke my heart. This aching soul is growning full of pain through the sky of cloud nine. Does true love never lie? I don’t have any idea but said the good thing comes to those who wait. Still I’ve got my self in sorrow and heartache that I can’t run from it.The way you touch me, the way we make love, the way we share our days and nights nothing that I can resist in mind for all the good time. I won’t change anything in life for every momento about us. More you know how I feel for you, more you can find out how this heart never meant to hurt you. I have given my heart to God and share my soul for you, wish I can find my peaceful then. Day by day has become an empty space for me to reach. The day is just like an ice cream. If you don’t have it right away you will lose it’s freshness..and the taste won’t be the same anymore. So did I lose so many things in life that I could reach to fulfill my days. Pain, tears and anger had surrounded my self like a melting ice cream. The heartache lies beneath my sanity and doubtful. How can I go on with my life that turned to be a battlefield between the feeling and trully pain. Even sometimes I can’t really describe how I feel when everything comes in almost at the same time. But que sera-sera, because in any circumstances it needs big cojones to face the truth. God has plans that I believe in me as my faith… like the night stole the sun but we just know that it will rise again at the other day. So do with me when I found my sorrow it won’t be last forever. 

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